Borrrred...

Name:	Eva Berlin Fransiskus
Birthdate:	04 December 1987
Birthplace:	Semarang, Central of Java
Current Location:	Singapore
Eye Color:	Dark Brown
Hair Color:	Recently Dark Brown
Height:	157 cm
Weight:	51 kg
Piercings:	Ears
Tatoos:	None yet
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:	None
Overused Phraze:	"You know.."
FAVORITES
Food:	Fried Rice
Candy:	Don't really like candies
Number:	4
Color:	Indigo
Animal:	Snake
Drink:	Plain water, fruit juices
Alcohol Drink:	erm, does wine count?
Bagel:	*shrug*
Letter:	V
Body Part on Opposite sex:	Eyes
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:	Pepsi
McDonalds or BurgerKing:	McDonalds
Strawberry or Watermelon:	Watermelon
Hot tea or Ice tea:	Depends on the weather
Chocolate or Vanilla	Chocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:	Coffee!
Kiss or Hug:	Hug
Dog or Cat:	Dog
Rap or Punk:	Punk
Summer or Winter:	Winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:	Scary, please.
Love or Money:	errrrrmmmmmm.....
YOUR...
Bedtime:	Around 11 pm-12 am
Most Missed Memory:	Last year of high school
Best phyiscal feature:	Lips
First Thought Waking Up:	"What day is it?"
Goal for this year:	Be very busy
Best Friends:	Many
Weakness:	Lazy
Fears:	That people know my fears :p
Heritage:	Many, really
Longest relationship:	Which relationship?
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank:	Yupe
Pot:	Nope
Ever been Drunk:	Yes :p
Ever been beaten up:	Of course -_-
Ever beaten someone up:	Eh, not really
Ever Shoplifted:	Yes
Ever Skinny Dipped:	Nope
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:	No
Been Dumped Lately:	No
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color:	Blue
Favorite Hair Color:	Brown
Short or Long:	You mean hair or thoughts? *lol* Long for both questions, though.
Height:	Tall
Style:	Emo
Looks or Personality:	A little bit of both, please? :p
Hot or Cute	Preferably cute
Drugs and Alcohol:	If I have to choose, drugs
Muscular or Really Skinny:	Just medium
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past:	Too many
What country do you want to Visit:	Egypt, China, Ireland, USA, and many more
How do you want to Die:	Being killed
Been to the Mall Lately:	Yes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Yes
Get along with your Parents:	Not really
Health Freak:	In a way, yes
Do you think your Attractive:	Ugh, I hope so
Believe in Yourself:	I have to
Want to go to College:	I already am
Do you Smoke:	Nope
Do you Drink:	Ocassionaly
Shower Daily:	Of course! Geez...
Been in Love:	Definitely...
Do you Sing:	Only when noone's around
Want to get Married:	NOT
Do you want Children:	Yes :)
Have your future kids names planned out:	Yes
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:	Erm....
Hate anyone:	Yes..
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Twilight

Just finished readying the much-hyped book of Twilight. I wasn't so interested in it, but since everyone's talking about it, I feel like it's my responsibility to read what's so interesting about it. Can't say I was impressed, just another book for teenagers. However, I give credit to the author for the effort. The way Meyer deliver her story is appealing, just enough humor here and there.

It does make us fall in love with love. With all the sickening thick coating of romanticism cream, too thick for my preference, I can't taste the real cake inside.

But it also makes me wonder: Do you think, honestly, that such love still exists in this world? No man -or woman, in this matter- has that much time for his other half anymore, no? Not many people have enough time even from themselves anymore.

And someone care for your safety more than for his own? Ahem.. I'm skeptical.

It is more believable that vampires exist than such love do.

Is imagination always much more beautiful than reality? Or perhaps, most of the time love does feel that way, only we are not poetic enough to put it into words?

"The glory of first love, and all that. It's incredible, isn't it, the difference between reading about something, seeing it in the pictures, and experiencing it?" -Edward.

After all has been said and done, are you really happy where you are?

WISH LIST!

Really really want (gonna get one of these days):

Butterfly phone strap

((given by a friend :) thanks!))

Just admiring (MAYBE going to get it in the far future):

Butterfly Halloween costume

Tiaras and hair accessories

Butterfly tiara

Haindpainting our images

Happy freaking birthday to me

Of course -I got a feeling- this year's birthday not as half as miserable as yesteryear's, but I don't know why I've been feeling moody these few days. I had a tiff with my longest best friend few days back. And since some days ago, people -PEOPLE- have been texting me with "happy advance birthday". I was like "what the...." But of course, for the sake of courtesy, I just said thank you, thank you for remembering anyway (I mean, what else could I ask of? What more do I deserve?).

The only thing (okay, not really THE ONLY) that cheer me up, is Christina Aguilera. That's right, the girl's back with a new album! Well, a greatest hits album, actually. But there are four new songs (or more like songs-sequel), and they are awesome! She still knows who she is, and proud of it!
The transformation between Hollywood Glam to Futuristic Babe is just cute.

For those who keeps saying Christina is a talentless bitch, HELLO? WAKE UP! Learn some music first! Then listen to Paris Hilton. And you can decide what a talentless bitch sounds like. Everybody agrees that Christina Aguilera is a precious jewel in music industry. Watch this and tell me if Britney, or even Miley Cyrus *roll eyes* able to deliver such live performance. Christina does no lip-sync, she'll let you know if she does, which only happen when she dances cos she's not a dancer, she's a musician.

Anyway, it's just great to listen to Christina songs and be reminded: "You are beautiful, no matter what they say. Words can't bring you down."

There's some women out there who talk and stare
Who never seem to let down their hair
Like to past judgement, but they're just scared
Shut up I don't care what you say.
Some days I'm a super bitch, next day I'm your super girl.

So yeah, I'm going to continue this post in few hours. See if there's any change in my day...

Jumper

And so I've finished watching Jumper today, after a few weeks credit-watching. Cinematography-wise, the film is cool. It has a vivid storyline in it and the cinematography is just awesome. Not to mention the editing --the editors must have had real tough time. It has got to win at least one Oscar in the coming year.

But looking through a commoner spectacle, the movie is weird.. The song 'Oops I Did It Again' by Britney Spears keeps ringing in my head while I was watching. Not the entire song, just the bit when it said 'I'm dreaming away; Wishing that heroes, they truly exist'. Especially "I told you I'm different" part.Cos it just funny how in films the main character would be heroes, saving the world and being different from, uh, the same kind and would fight to the death for the girl he loves. Gosh, that reminds me why I hate romance stories and movies.
Do you honestly sincerely wants me to believe that a guy would be willing to put himself in a miserable death to save the girl he love?

Yeah, it's a fiction anyway. There's no JUMPER in the first place. Oh, one thing I would believe, though: anyone, be it a girl or a guy, would gladly fight with his/her best friend just for his/her girl/guy. I know it first hand; it sucks.
No wonder Shakespeare said "You call it stupid, I call it love." Well, I'd say "You call it love, I call it mental disorder."

EOCI obsession

Most of the greatest masterpieces in this world are not -never- created on the purpose of money.

Men in this decade are the most un-chivalric of all time.
Is this the bad effect of gender equality?

~:~

Which is worse? To live in denial or to live in hatred?

Is this what it is?
Just another reason not to trust men.
Not to trust love.
Cos there's no such thing as happily-ever-after ending.
No knight or prince would want to fight THAT dragon to save THIS princess.

When I finally let someone step closer, it's just another pack of lies.
But I appreciate that that someone left quickly, causing less pain.
There's nothing to cry over.