~Audi alteram partem~

You know your part of the story. Now hear the other side.
Cos everyone just want to be heard
.

Showing posts with label Friendster bulletin board. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Friendster bulletin board. Show all posts

cinta dan matematika (hrs ngitung soalnya)

Silahkan main jg klo mau...

[x]pengen ketemu dia
[ ]mikirin kalo lagi ga ngapa2in
[x]selalu mikirin dy meski ad kerjaan
[x]senyum2 sendiri kalo lg mikirin dy
[ ]deg2an kalo ngbayangin wajahnya
so far: 3

[x]pengen dy sms kamu duluan
[x]pengen sms dy
[x]pengen dy nyapa kamu
[x]pengen ngobrol sm dy
[x]kdg pgn b2an
so far: 8

[ ]salting di depan dy
[ ]deg2an kalo dy ad d dkt kmu
[x]caper
[x]mencari keberadaannya
[x]spontan liat ke arah dy terus
so far: 11

[ ]berusaha buat ngbikin dy seneng
[x]cemburu liat dy ama cewe/ cowo lain
[ ]kl dtanya syp yg dsuka lgsg kpikiran dy
[x]nungguin sms dy
[x]pgn ksi sesuatu buat dy
so far: 14

[x]pgn meluk dy
[ ]pgn dy blg cinta
[ ]pgn dy menunjukkan rs cintanya
[ ]perna ngbayangin dicium dy
[ ]pgn milikin dy
so far: 15

nah skrg hasilna dkali 4...
15 × 4 = 60%
yah... "cinta" 60% doang.. haha..
First of all, happy birthday to my godbrother. Another year, eh, bro? :D
Wish all years in you life would be beautiful -just as you've made my life beautiful :) And please, stay being your strong self I've always known. I know we can't always be around each other as much as we want to, but I hope we'll stay like how we used to -err close-but-not-so-close? *lol*

Next, just want to write down my shoutout in my friendster :p
"Tell me, when you're looking down upon me, are you proud of who I am?"

About today

1. Hari ini lebih baik dari kemaren?
gak, khusus hari ini, kmaren jauh lbh baik :(
2. Terakhir pergi mana?
ke kamar mandi, huaha..
3. Pergi terakhir dgn sapa?
with someone special :D :D
4. Ngapain aja?
hari ini? ritual pagi hari, kuliah, plg tdr, main internet d.
5. Yang kamu pelajari akhir-akhir ini?
wah, banyak banget. pljrn hidup gak abis2 nih..
6. Kamu setia?
dlm persahabatan, ya. dlm hal lain, gak janji d, huehe..
7. Tapi kamu ada pacar?
enggak. berminat? ngambil formulirnya di kls ku, bsk yah. haha..
8. Sayang ga?
ih, gak nyambung d.
9. Hari ini senang-senang?
gak, sedih! kmaren senang2nya, hehe..
10. Minuman terakhir yang masuk perut?
coffee, hehe..
11. Apa kamu cemburuan?
bisa diblg begitu.
12. Hal terakhir yang dilihat?
layar laptop.
13. Hal terakhir yang kamu tahan2?
duit kluar dr dompet (ktawan d, pelitnya)
14. Lagi deket sama?
*is confidential*
15. Cita -cita terakhir jadi?
jurnalis :)
16. Hal membingungkan yang terakhir dilakukan?
ngomong ama temen *swt, cape d*
17. Testi terakhir dari?
lolcatz :D
18. Curhat terakhir dengan?
buku diary :)
19. Hal terakhir yang masih kamu inget?
banyak dong.. aq gak menderita short-term memory loh..
20. Jatuh cinta terakhir sama?
awh! Jared Leto. haha..gakla, rhs d.
21. Ada berapa orang yang ada di otak kamu sekarang? siapa?
4. tmn2 kuliah..
22. Terakhir sebel sama?
maaf, nama disamarkan utk melindungi yg berdosa. hehe
23. Film terakhir yang ditonton?
Mirrors. lumayan loh, filmnya
24. Berita terakhir yang didengar?
eh, keboongan ssorg terbongkar, abis2an
25. Kalau temen kamu ngambil gebetan kamu?
awas 22nya! haha..gakla. bodo amat, I have better things to do.
26. Tugas terakhir yang dikerjain?
akun. duh, mati dah test minggu dpn. aq plg gak bisa akun. ssorg tlglah diriku!
27. Sebutin 1 nama "teman" yang kamu sayang?
teman dgn tanda kutip? please, klo aq sebutin, nyawa ssorg jd terancam.
28. Rencana hari ini mau ngapain aja?
uda malem om, plg baca2 ssuatu dikit trus bo2.
29. SMS terakhir dari?
Richery, huaha...
30. Feeling lu?
cape, cape, cape ati.
31. Lagu kesukaan lu sekarang ini?
awh, butterfly cry by kerli koiv
32.lagi pake baju apa?
bj tidur warna kuning.
33. mau balikan sm mantan?
enggak, makasih. gak dnger? when it's gone, it's gone, honey.
34. binatang kesukaan?
uler. ups!
35. terakhir meluk siapa?
pa2h
36. orang yg lagi lu kangenin?
hm.. tmn2 high school. hiks, miss u so much, guys!
37. lagu terakhir yang lu nyanyikan?
sama, butterfly cry by kerli koiv :D
38. kalau ada yg nembak lu?
kaget "huh?"
39. paling malem tidur jam berapa?
wah, pernah 36 jam kagak tdr.
40. besok mao bangun jam berapa?
7.40 as always
Check out my Friendster horoscope for today:
"Make sure you are realistic about today -- you must balance your optimism with caution, and not believe everything you see right away. Be a little bit more skeptical and don't shy away from questioning authority. This is not a time to take anything for granted -- while you want to think the best of people, sometimes it's just not smart. There is too much duality in the air, and too many people who are just saying what they think you want to hear."

It's eerily correct. I have just thought about how everyone deserves a second chance. I've always believed that everyone can change (we obviously know that people DO change). But that thought only cause me to question my own intelligence. And perhaps also cause some people to question my loyalty.

Now, that's one of the things I learn from Alexander (the Great, honey). When we decide to trust someone, trust him/her completely. Let it be difficult for you to doubt someone you've trusted. Which is why it's difficult for me to trust anyone, but once I trust him/her, it'd take so much to quiver the trust. But how disappointing (I foolishly hope too much) that not many people share the same sentiment. They easily doubt their own close friends. They, who think too much. They, who always think of or make up some twisted imagination in their heads.
I got a bulletin from my friend in Friendster yesterday, about how we can cheat on XL prepaid card top-up. I wonder if it's true.. (I don't use XL. Perhaps those who do use XL can tell me if this is really works?)

"Cara menjebol pulsa xl
buat kalian yang memakai XL bebas dan

ingin menambah pulsa.....saya ada cara

yang sangat aneh tapi nyata........

Ketik : kosongkan kolom message /

tidak perlu menulis kata sama sekali

Kirim ke : 087880587175

Have a nice chat... ampe dower.....

hehehehe"
Guess what, he dropped by and viewed my Friendster page! One thing I never imagine he would do -not after what have happened between us. But he did! I was so pleasantly surprised, I took a screenshot of my Friendster's Who Viewed Me page :p
I never admit it to anyone, but I do miss him - as a FRIEND. We used to hang out together, and I miss those times. Maybe he misses them too? Maybe -I almost dare not to think about it- he misses me??

Like the song says:
Have you ever stayed up waiting for a telephone call, just to hear her say hello cause you miss each other's soul?
But I'm not sure about the 'each other' part, maybe it's just me missing him.

Yes, I miss his "soul". How he never failed to give me a sense of security whenever I'm with him. But, I barely knew this, he always feel insecure whenever he's with me. How sad, and how pathetic I am. I push away the only guy I want to be close to. And he never realize how much he means to me, how he's so great in my eyes.
And now that I really think about it, he WAS and IS the best guy I've ever known :'( I miss him.

::My metamorphosis::

I have just updated my friendster. Just to obliquely let everybody knows: I have metamorphosed from a caterpillar who was living in the darkness of a cocoon, feeling depressed and lonely, into a happy butterfly –a happy beautiful butterfly.
I know there are some who people find it ‘not cool’, ‘silly’, ‘childish’, or
whatever.
And some people who think I AM ‘not cool’, ‘silly’, ‘childish’, or
whatever.
But as the saying goes “Call me whatever 'cause your words don't mean a
thing”, so I’ll just fly away, enjoying my new wings and freedom, and leave them alone in their cocoon.


[-But one thing they should know: careful, I'm still sexy, naughty, and noxious-]

~*How does one become a butterfly?
You must want to fly so much that you are willing to give up being a caterpillar*~